Passion

Passion-

Dictionary meaning of this word is:

' feeling very strongly about a subject or person, usually referring to feelings of intense desire and attraction, be very passionate about something '

And people say if you want something you should be really passionate about it.
'Itni shiddat se tumhe paane ki chahat ki hai
ki har zarre ne tumse milane ki saazish ki hai'

But I am not passionate about anything. There are things or people in my life which I love a lot. Or there are things which make me feel happy but there is nothing in my life(any hobby or any person(except my family)) for which I'll go out of my way

There is nothing wrong in this but still at some times I feel am I dead or what...Why don't I feel very strong about anything....Am I alive?...I am not very vocal about feelings..... I don't get mad at wrong happenings.kind of adjust to any situation......Don't get angry with people(and even if I get, I tend to forget that very soon)

I don't want to be calm always...taking things on me everytime....or agree with ppl all the time(even when not agreeing..just pretend to have agreed)....i just want to give strong reactions sometime, do some mad things....



BTW....there were lots of I's in this post ;)