Confused - more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Purpose of life - in one line

Me:
mujhe lag raha hai ki I m leading life without any purpose….mujhe pata hi nahin hai kya karna hai…………kya chahiye mujhe life mein

My Friend:
Main batata hun........................
Khush rehna hai aur aap se job hi associated hain unhe khush rekhna hai bas itna sa kaam hai :)

It's friday and raining today...............double the joy...and I m going home today...yipiee :)

dwar jiya ke kholat naahin
mora piya moh se bolat naahin :(

6th July 2011 - 10.45 AM

Same old story...trying to lose weight.....have eaten all the healthy things and avoided everything unhealthy since last week and exercised so much that every part of my body is hurting right now and managed to lose 200 gm..................that also nt sure whether it was weighing machine's fault.....when will I get rid of all these extra Kg's and inches and will be free to eat all the wonderful things in world...chole bhatoore, paranthe, chocolates, ice cream,mangoes...list can go on.....and i m eating this stupid papaya :(

Want to write something for quite long....don't know from where to start
shall i write something about my friend's wedding which I recently attnded, the differences and similarities I noticed b/w north and south indian weddinngs....
Or pihu - the new addition to my best friend's life...an absolute sweetheart........
or the stupid office colleagues/juniors and daily madness at office which keeps me going.......
or daily failed attempts at shedding some weight.....
or insecurities which creep into my idle mind every now and then...
or sense of lack of purpose in life and the failed attempts to understand the same
or the TV serials which are my respite from everything (stupid this might sound)...

Count your blessings!!

Smile even when you 't feel like it. Pwho force themselves to smile eventually develop a more positive attitude towards challenges and setbacks. Smile the moment you wake up. Smile as you put yourself to sleep. Smile at everyone you meet.

Laugh at the pettiest things. Get some air into those lungs! More oxygen, more energy, brighter day! Ten minutes of laughter a is all you need to ensure a life of contentment

Stand tall and walk fast.

Stretch better yet, exercise! Don't think about your workout, just do it! If you pause, to think about the sweat, the pain, the monotony and the time, you'll find one excuse or other not to do it. Just get up and do it. You know that at the end of the workout, you'll feel good you did it

Think only positive thoughts, speak only positive words. Every time you start to think or say something negative, stop. Change your sentences into the positive. Pessimists complain about their problems; optimists think of solutions. Advise, rather than criticize.

Encourage, inspire, motivate yourself and others. Pick up a lesson, rather than blame. And always count your blessings.