Attended marriage of one of my best friends this weekend. It was one of the most important days in his life. We had a good time,shared his happiness and wished him a very happy life ahead but there is one strange feeling.
Deep down the heart there is a sinking feeling that I have lost my friend. One friend who was just a single call away at any time, to share my joys or give advice whenever I needed or console me and cheer me up whenever I was down......... seems to be quite far now. I'll have to think twice or may be more before giving him a call... Is this time of the day ok? will his wife be comfortable with our group or he'll be seen only in friendly dinners.....

when you are single and have a good set of friends,you are at top of the world. Nothing seems to make you happy more than just being with friends and sharing all your joys n sorrows....then one fine day you marry one person of your parent's or your choice(if you are lucky) and your life changes completely. Priorties change and your life revolves around your life partener. Suddenly one person is much more important than all your friends. And this happens with one and all.

I don't know why I am thinking so much about it. May be I am feeling insecure that all my friends are going to be married soon and I'll be left alone. I hope I am lucky enough to find my life partener soon who becomes my best friend so that I come out of my insecurity and my friend is lucky enough to find his bestest friend in his wife.wish u a very happy married life Dost!!!!

Lies - A vicious Cycle

"You only lie when you're afraid" - I read this quote somewhere..so true it is . I completely agree....you may lie because of different reasons....to make the things easy, to make someone happy or to gain some benefits from some person but the underlying truth is that you lie because you are afraid that your truth will annoy the person in front of you. You lie and get caught in a cycle. There is always a fear "what if my lie is caught?'

The mere mention of that topic makes you red and there is a feeling '' I'm caught now...now"..and then you tell more lies to hide the first one and the cycle continues

Life is getting monotonous day by day....I need something new, something challenging in life. It is going to be 5 years in IT this June.....I seem to be doing good. But how long will I be able to sustain in this world.

muhabbat mein nahiin hai farq jine aur marne kaa

usii ko dekh kar jiite hain jis kaafir pe dam nikale

Again one news and i have started building the castle again knwing well that it will come crashing down soon :)