Deep inside,loads of negative energy is building up. Since the day I began to think, I have always thought and believed that I am a lucky person and have always been happy about the fact. But now in past few months, I have started feeling that this happy and lucky thing is an illusion for me. This has been an execuse to keep myself happy. I had never expected anything from anyone or from life. I had always worked for things and whenever I got that thing done, I used to thank God and feel lucky.

But now I feel I have been one left out person. Whatever I wish for, never comes easy. I have to work, wait...wait and wait for it. But other people get those things quite easily in their lives for what I have to wait so long.so what is this being lucky all about????