first post of 2011....when already 2 months of this year have passed..

I had started this year on a very optimistic note(in my mind)...and i genuinely wanted it to spend positively..bt there is a huge diff b/w what you want and what you get

have been eagerly waiting for certain things(events) for so long now and that wait is killing me now........ in 2011 beginning, i had thought that I'll put my energy into something else...something constructive...something I can be proud of...bt 2 months later I am again stuck at the old point.....

the more i try to avoid that thought, that topic.....the more i have to face it......